Your Grace Still Amazes Me

A song that's been on my mind today... and I thought I'd share.

Today was the beginning of a 4 day revival at my Church and man was it an amazing start.
God was definitely present in the house today!

Lately,

I've been struggling with some negative thoughts that hurt and cause pain not only to myself but to those around me. Today it finally clicked, and it became apparent to me that those thoughts and emotions entering my head are because of Satan, if he can't get my heart he'll try to get my mind. He see's this overwhelming desire I have to want to grow closer to God and he is trying his best to bring me down. Even though my heart is focused on God, my mind isn't fully focused on God not as much as I'd like it to be. The emotions that i've been feeling are so worldly; like wanting to be in a relationship, or wanting things I can't have, or putting myself down by thinking I'm not good enough or never will be. That's so Satan, God would never cause me to think those things.

I know that I am good enough for God and that is all that should matter to me. This crazy desire of wanting a relationship should be a crazy desire of wanting a relationship with "God".  Don't get me wrong... I've known this, but hearing it today really hit home for me.

I am HIS bride and my want is to want to grow closer to him.
Because I know people are going to bring me down, their going to say things that hurt me, their going to point fingers and talk about me behind my back, their going to judge me. Who cares? If my heart is right with God that's all that matters!!!

Man He's awesome, I'm so blessed to be his girl :)

My focus this week is to hear "HIS" heartbeat. The heart that beats for ME!

Ahh that felt good to get off my chest. Thanks :)

Farewell,
Daughter of the King
Brooke